Happy New Year !!!! (Ten days late... hahahaha)
Selamat tahun baru 2018 semua.. Semoga tahun baru ni akan membawa pelbagai kebaikkan kepada kita semua. Yang sihat bertambah sihat, yang baik bertambah baik dan lebih diredhai dan diberkati Allah SWT.
Well, what about me in 2018? For one, I have a lot of reflections to do on myself. In many aspects. First, my relationship. My relationship with Allah SWT which I think has a lot of room for improvement. My ibadah is not the best and far from perfect but I shall have to buck up in this area #istiqomah. Next is my family, especially my parents whom I am greatly indebted to. They have helped me in so many ways which I don't know if I am able not repay them.. urmm.. nope. I don't think so. I can only find ways to to show them my love for them in ways which I think I can try to. Next is my relationship with my bosses and colleagues. We in Yayasan Kumpulan Makmal Sains have planned some projects for 2018 and frankly, I am excited to carry out these projects. I need a lot of inner and physical strength, please help me O Allah. Also, my relationship with my friends and neighbours. I know there will be up and downs in my dealings with them but I still believe that issues can be ironed out if both sides are matured and open in dealings. Last but not least, of course my foes to whom I should thank because in a way, they make my life colorful.
However, my main focus tahun ni is on my financial.. dah bertahun2 masaalah ni tak settle2. I dunno la what to do dah. Dah bermacam2 cuba.. dah bermacam2 usaha dibuat. Sama je. Kecewa? ada la jugak tapi dah tahu dah semua ni adalah urusan Allah SWT. What more can I do? I only pray and dua Allah SWT will help me in this area. No one can help me if Allah SWT does not permit. Soal rezeki ni memang aku paham Allah SWT dah tentukan. Ada juga hibanya bila bicara soal ni. Nak kata aku tak berusaha, ada juga usaha2 yang aku dah buat. Rugi dah beratus ribu. Kena tipu, tak payah cakap la. Dugaan ke semua ni? Is Allah SWT testing me, yes I know so. Cuma bila datang rasa hiba tu... Allah hu Akbar... malu la nak cakap tingkah aku. Aku pun tak paham kenapa aku makin tak sabar now.. sikit2 marah.. tu kot sebab darah naik sampai 195/123...
Tu lagi satu area aku kena pantau. My health!! Ya Allah.. Seriously, semakin berusia ni, aku dah boleh snearaikan a few illness yang aku dah kena.. gout, darah tinggi, sakit2 sendi.. tak termasuk 3 kalu operate. batu buah pinggang, batu hempedu and korek isi buang bakteria. pada 4/1/18, doktor concluded aku kena hypertension. So now aku dah mauk KMU (Kelab makan Ubat). seboleh2 aku mengelak nak masuk kelab ni tapi dah tak boleh. BUT masih ada penawar... katanya blend kunyit, then tapis and minum air rebusan tu.. in shaa allah la akan buat nanti.
So takat ni dulu.. have a good year everyone and may we all be more prosperous this year in shaa Allah
Well, what about me in 2018? For one, I have a lot of reflections to do on myself. In many aspects. First, my relationship. My relationship with Allah SWT which I think has a lot of room for improvement. My ibadah is not the best and far from perfect but I shall have to buck up in this area #istiqomah. Next is my family, especially my parents whom I am greatly indebted to. They have helped me in so many ways which I don't know if I am able not repay them.. urmm.. nope. I don't think so. I can only find ways to to show them my love for them in ways which I think I can try to. Next is my relationship with my bosses and colleagues. We in Yayasan Kumpulan Makmal Sains have planned some projects for 2018 and frankly, I am excited to carry out these projects. I need a lot of inner and physical strength, please help me O Allah. Also, my relationship with my friends and neighbours. I know there will be up and downs in my dealings with them but I still believe that issues can be ironed out if both sides are matured and open in dealings. Last but not least, of course my foes to whom I should thank because in a way, they make my life colorful.
However, my main focus tahun ni is on my financial.. dah bertahun2 masaalah ni tak settle2. I dunno la what to do dah. Dah bermacam2 cuba.. dah bermacam2 usaha dibuat. Sama je. Kecewa? ada la jugak tapi dah tahu dah semua ni adalah urusan Allah SWT. What more can I do? I only pray and dua Allah SWT will help me in this area. No one can help me if Allah SWT does not permit. Soal rezeki ni memang aku paham Allah SWT dah tentukan. Ada juga hibanya bila bicara soal ni. Nak kata aku tak berusaha, ada juga usaha2 yang aku dah buat. Rugi dah beratus ribu. Kena tipu, tak payah cakap la. Dugaan ke semua ni? Is Allah SWT testing me, yes I know so. Cuma bila datang rasa hiba tu... Allah hu Akbar... malu la nak cakap tingkah aku. Aku pun tak paham kenapa aku makin tak sabar now.. sikit2 marah.. tu kot sebab darah naik sampai 195/123...
Tu lagi satu area aku kena pantau. My health!! Ya Allah.. Seriously, semakin berusia ni, aku dah boleh snearaikan a few illness yang aku dah kena.. gout, darah tinggi, sakit2 sendi.. tak termasuk 3 kalu operate. batu buah pinggang, batu hempedu and korek isi buang bakteria. pada 4/1/18, doktor concluded aku kena hypertension. So now aku dah mauk KMU (Kelab makan Ubat). seboleh2 aku mengelak nak masuk kelab ni tapi dah tak boleh. BUT masih ada penawar... katanya blend kunyit, then tapis and minum air rebusan tu.. in shaa allah la akan buat nanti.
So takat ni dulu.. have a good year everyone and may we all be more prosperous this year in shaa Allah
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